reviving the life of this blog

since this blog is not that active for the past years, as in not so active, for this 2010 I will try to make it more active.. i will blog on this side from now on and will post on geekythoughts once in a while.

i think thats it for now.

thank you god for all of my blessings….

thank you god for all the blessings.
a lot of things happened already.
i asked a new job.
you gave it to me.
now, I’m in a foreign land.
will be back at my home land after the training.
you know where i should be.
you know what is good to me.
you also know what to give to me.
hardships, trials, and all of that happened to me is according your plan.
thank you.

thank u

hi god,

im here again saying my stories and sharing my life to you. god, i dont know if its me who have a problem. i dont know if its me who doesnt want to accept the explanation of other people. is it me who dont understand?

each day, my problems are getting not any good. i dont know how to solve all of these if im not going to say anything. if im not going to depend myself. if im not going to explain my side. god, you know the truth, you know whats happening to me. what other people say to me, what they think about me. i dont care about on what they are going to say and what theyre going to think bout me. im tired of explaining, but the question is how can these problems will end? help me god. help them to understand. help me in my everyday life and thanks god for guiding me. its just you and me again. were here again at this same situation as before.  i know you wont forget me and you will take care of me. like what i always say, thank you god for all the blessings that you give to me and with all of my God given talents. i know youre going to get them at the right time. thanks for lending it to me and i used it on my life. thank you god for everything. thank you and thank you..

im so sinful!

god, i dont know how to start everything. its been so hard for me these days. ive got so many problems and i dont know how i can surpass all of these. lord, help the people around me to think logically. i did not explain my side. they just saw me as a guy who have no problems at all. i dont know god. you know that im tired of everything. tired to explain everything to everyone. help me Lord to be strong. thank you god for always at my side. kayo na lang po ung sandalan ko. and im here again with the same situation, i dont want hang ups in my life. im so afraid of falling. you put me into this position where i am right now, and i know that everything has a reason why it is happening. lord god, help me to have a clear view and path. a clear mind to decide on everything and to make decision so wisely. i know god that this trial will be a test again for me. thank you for realizing one thing today. i know that i cant please everybody and they will not accept that realization. but i know i can be strong. with all these problems right now. dont know god. i just really need your help. thanks for everything god. i know that im depressed. its so hard for me.

my prayer for today

lord god, i have so many sins na po sa inyo. a lot of things happened in my life na hiningi ko sa inyo. but yet, i think hindi po ako nagpasalamat ng matino. and im sorry lord kasi po parang ang layo na po ng loob ko sa inyo, kayo na po ang bahala sa akin. wag nyo po sanang pabayaang magkasakit ung isa man sa relatives ko. kayo na rin po ung bahala sa mga friends at online friends ko. sana po kahit hindi po ako ganun kaclose sa inyo ngaun, sana po kau na po bahala magpasensya sa kin. basta sorry po sa lahat ng sins ko. thanks po for always there for me. thank you for taking care of me. un lang po..

dear god.

lord god, this will be my first letter to you online. i know that i have so many sins, and that im not that perfect, sorry for not reading the bible everyday. sorry for committing sins over and over again. lord, help me to be always do good. help me not to sin more. lord, im sorry for hurting other people’s feelings. sorry for that lord.

and now lord, for the last event in my life, i know that you want me to learn a lesson. i know that sometimes im such a hard headed guy, im so sorry for that. god help me to overcome all these obstacles in my life. and to our life.

take care of my family, friends, relatives and my officemates the way you take care of me my god. thank you for everything that you do to me. thanks to you.

till my next entry online.

your son,
david edward

from dev to analyst

i dont like the feeling especially the idea.